惨不忍睹

life is so sad.

i have a dream.. in my dreams

last week was hiong as usual
chionging report again
hahaa, but i think its fun..

hmmm =.=

was sleeping at/after 2am mostly
so my body is like totally spolit or so
coz i heard that one shld be sleeping from 10pm, as 10pm to 2am is the time for dunno what replenishment or what.



andddd

my sister told me that
i dreamtalk/sleeptalk...
huh??????







According to her,
i screamed or shouted or said AHHhh when sleeping.


































she must be lying.









and my memory is REally failing.
its painful to think of what i thought like one second ago.
sometimes i have to go back to the same place, do the same thing, and then finally recall what is the thing that im supposed to go get.
and the same goes when i wake up in the morning.
its hard to recall what i dreamt. esp when the stupid alarm vibrates and scared me.





i think im living in fear.


and this week is spent webcasting lect.
a 2hr lecture can sometimes take me 4 hours.
people think that i run to youtube.
ya, that was the past.
now i run to toilet and bed.
coz the headache can get very unbearable.
toilet is to vomit, bed is to lie.

and because of this webcast thing,
my opp cost was obviously youtube, tv show and sleep.
was mostly webcasting before sleeping
ended up cant fall asleep.
and sometimes even hear weird noise.
im scared.
i guess its due to the finals.
but i know there are many many many other factorstts bothering me.


and within the 2 days,
board 3 wrong buses.
it is fun.
it wasnt scary, because i 'm not rushing for time, and that i know i will land up at somewhere.
but i still think that it wrote clementi station instead of clemeti stadium...
wait till i check it out.


i still need to fight.
many more webcast to watch.
youtube wait for me.
erzuoju wait for me
dou niu wait for me
ylwbs wait for me
hei se hui wait for me
bbt wait for me
daxiaoaichi wait for me
kang xi wait for me.
ah wang wait for me.
wat hearty paw wait for me.
200 pounds wait for me
sky of love wait for me
jay's movie wait for me.
bai fen bai wait for me


really wants to tell u something.
but i dont know how to say.